Tuesday, April 12, 2011

A: I Have A Lot of People to Love

Q: Why am I here?

This thought just occurred to me. 

Do you ever just get answers to questions like they just popped out of the blue?  I was just here thinking about my dad and the pain that he must go through daily.  My heart wanted to reach out and scoop him up and protect him from that pain. 

It seems I go through life trying to help, love, mediate, comfort, advise, and uplift.  I am either just a big meddling busy body or I must genuinely care about others and want to help.  Maybe a bit of both?  Either way, in the back of my mind, as I was mulling over my motivations, a small voice asked, "why am i here?" and the immediate answer was an expansive," I have a lot of people to love."

It was accompanied by a strange feeling that I sometimes get that I am older than I am, and somehow alot more powerful than I realize. 

Yeah.  Ok, I admit it, I sound like a kook.  But hey, at least I am a benevolent kook.

Just a short one tonight, folks.  Had to type it before I forgot, but I don't have much time, so I gotta go.  I may have to revisit this theme though....it is another of my recurring thoughts.

Peace out. 

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